If you only feel like yourself on weekends.
If you only feel truly alive when you're on holiday.
Something is off.

And you know it.

Somewhere underneath all of it, all the expectations, the years of doing the right thing, being responsible, rationalizing everything, there is a version of you that is supercharged.

Your life's calling. Your total freak and genius. The thing that makes you you and nobody else.

A life that has more oxygen in it. A giggle in your belly instead of a knot.
Enough money. Enough rest. Enough time. Enough you.
Inspiration. Creativity. Endless possibilities.

Freedom, basically.

You know deep down you're meant to go for the things you always dreamed about.

That version of you is still there, but it became more and more silent, pushed to the back.

Let's find it and give it a front and center stage.

SPINE

What I have built is pretty old school on purpose: just a screen with some questions and you with a pen and paper.

In a world of flashy AI, clickbait and courses that take months to finish, there is something pretty radical about sitting down with yourself and actually answering simple questions.

Three layers. A set of questions in each. You go as fast or as slow as you want.

No right or wrong. No test. No performance.

For once, you get to be the expert on yourself.
For once, you get to let it all out.

And just like that: you find yourself again.

After SPINE, you will remember who the f*ck you are.

SPINE

Early access price €50,00 incl VAT/BTW

(On the bottom of the page you can choose between the English or Dutch version of Spine)

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Does this sound like you?

You sink into the couch after a long day. Tiiired.

You have worked, studied, walked the dog, cooked, exercised. Maybe even your meditation app with manifesting one-liners.

You fire up Netflix. Another day gone by.

Somewhere in the back of your mind lurks that feeling. "One day. One day it will happen."

To be honest: you are so exhausted and busy you don't even fully know what you're waiting for anymore.

You have been choosing from a pre-fixed, pre-censored menu your whole life.

School. Career. Mortgage. Relationship. Repeat.

Nobody ever asked what YOU actually wanted. Nobody ever handed you a blank page.

You know there is way more living inside you.

Something ancient. Your creativity, your fire, your calling. Wanting to come out.

But you are not acting on it. And it is about bloody time you did.

SPINE doesn't hand you a solution or fix, it hands you a blank page.

What did you love before the world told you to be sensible? What made you lose track of time as a kid? Where is that sizzle? That genius that is completely, ferociously, uniquely yours?

It's still in there.

Just imagine...

You stop second-guessing every decision.

You stop giving a sh*t about what other people think.

You trust yourself. Fully. Without needing permission.

You feel like yourself again. Grounded. Clear. Light. Supercharged.

Be honest. You can feel it in your body right now. It feels exciting. And a tiny bit uncomfortable.

Good.

That's what SPINE is for.

You don't need more information. You are already drowning in it.

Somewhere between the way you were raised, the choices you were handed, the version of yourself you learned to perform, you lost touch with what is actually, undeniably yours.

More information isn't going to fix that.

You've saved the posts. Nodded along to the podcasts. Did a retreat maybe. But your actual life still looks basically the same.

Let's call it what it is: you are postponing your life.

And yes, there is that voice inside that says: but what if I lose everything? The security. The income. The life you worked so hard to build.

But... what if staying put is actually the bigger risk?

SPINE is the complete opposite of more information.

It is a set of essential questions nobody ever thought to ask you.

The ones that bring you back to what is completely, ferociously, uniquely yours.

Without that baseline, every move you make comes from chaos.

With it, your next step becomes obvious.

Let's go

Introducing: SPINE.

The questions are almost too simple.

No therapist needed. No coach. No program to enter, no trajectory to commit to, no years of sessions before you get to the good part.

And yet. These are the most essential questions you will ever answer about yourself.

Because nobody ever asked them before you started building your life. Before you chose your degree, your career, your relationship, your identity.

You built everything on a foundation you never got to properly examine.

SPINE is that foundation. The prework that should happen before anyything else. Before career coaching. Before therapy. Before choosing a study, starting a business, reinventing yourself.

Before any of it: who are you, actually?

Spine is the thing that gets your moving.

Let's go

What people say:

“I felt my inner fire light up again. New ideas started flowing and I could suddenly see possibilities ahead. It was such a powerful shift that I messaged afterwards: I feel completely happy and like, fuck it, I’m going to do what I want to share and create.”

Before this, I had all the insights.

But I wasn’t actually moving.

I had the puzzle pieces, but I wasn’t living the picture.
I felt stuck, even though I knew a lot.

Through this process, something shifted.

My focus moved from looking backwards to looking forwards.

I started seeing my future again.
Reconnecting with my strengths, dreams, and what I actually want.

I realized something very simple:

I was the one holding myself back.
And I’m also the one who can let go and move.

Now I feel different.

More accepting of myself.
More clear in how I want to move.
More like myself again.

Knowing myself changed everything.

They describe it as obvious.

Like something they already knew, finally said out loud.

Like you cannot even remember what was holding you back before.

Let's go

WHAT’S INSIDE SPINE?

Inside, you move through three core layers:

Remembering
You reconnect with what is actually yours.

Direction

You sharpen your inner compass and direction.

Action
You start moving. Grounded, felt, in your own pace.

You’re guided through the questions that were never really asked.

The build up is intentional. Each question leads somewhere.

By the end, making an actual decision feels completely normal. Like you cannot even remember what was holding you back before.

You move through Spine in your own rhythm. And yes, it asks an actual effort from you.

This is not only meant to be consumed.

You decide how and when you do it. On your laptop. With pen and paper. Or in co-creation with AI.

You decide.

You keep access, so you can return whenever you need.

Spine is not a live experience: no calls, no group sessions and no place to ask me questions along the way.

That’s not something missing, it is actually the whole point by design.

Because this is where you stop looking outside of yourself for answers.
And start finding your own.

SPINE is your starting point.
A clean, self-led experience, that brings you back to your own signal.

And it is cool to work your way through these steps.

After completing SPINE, you’re invited to step into something more personal.

Not because you need help.
But because you may choose to gain more momentum and depth.

To be part of a bigger movement.

Spine is not another thing on your to-do list. This is a gift to yourself. This is where you find out what you are here for. And probably: that you knew deep down all along.

All of this for less than the price of those sneakers you bought last week,without thinking twice.

Let's go

ABOUT ANNEMARIJN

I am in the same messy, beautiful human life as you are.

I have always tried to be a nice girl. Keeping way too many saucers spinning in the air as a working mom.

Even though I had a brilliant life, for which I am deeply grateful. Something was still off.

At some point I knew with absolute certainty: I was completely DONE with all the systems and structures I had to fit into. The ones designed to keep me small, tired and quiet.

I needed to make a bold move.

But where to start, with a thousand incomplete ideas, thoughts and feelings swirling around?

TOTAL OVERWHELM.

Then one day someone asked me a couple of the right questions.

The kind of basic stuff nobody had ever actually asked me before.

Like most people, I had been thrown into a life filled with education, career, noise, expectations and pressure, without ever being guided back to the most essential parts of ME.

Total lightbulb moment: that simple step had been completely skipped.

Goosebumps.

I could feel what was actually mine again. Not what I'd inherited. Not what I'd been handed. Mine.

More and more questions and insights popped up. It hasn't stopped since.

In hindsight: that was the birth of SPINE.

From there, I started making conscious and deliberate decisions toward my own goals and dreams..

Totally incomprehensible for a lot of people, but 100% clear for me.

I decided that work is allowed to be fun. That I was done performing " the professional."

I like humor, lightness, zero fluff and occasionally a little sass.

I have spent 25 years hands on as a physiotherapist and osteopathic practitioner. With humans and with dogs and horses.

That last part sounds random until you understand what it actually did to me.

Animals don't speak our language. They don't perform, rationalize or explain themselves or tell you what you want to hear. They just are.

Working with them transformed my perception completely. My sensitivity. The way I read energy, feel what's underneath the surface, hear what isn't being said.

Without turning it all woo woo, it taught me something superimportant: we are not separate from nature.

Underneath all the layering of society, education, expectation: we are nature. Primal, instinctive, alive.

SPINE goes there. To that core that has always been there before everything else got piled on top.

I believe in magic. The kind you felt as a kid before the world educated it out of you. The kind that shows up when you follow a hunch and it's exactly right. The kind that's been waiting patiently underneath all the noise.

That magic is not gone.

It's just been waiting for the right questions to be released.

I am just like you.

Figuring it out. Evolving. Cheering you on.

And igniting other people's inner fire turned out to be my superpower.

Love, Annemarijn

This is for you if:

You are 16 and already feel the weight of everyone else's expectations on your shoulders.
You are 34 and built exactly what you were supposed to and feel nothing.
You are 52 and the kids just left and you're standing in the kitchen thinking: now what.
You are 67 and you'll be damned if you're going out without finding out what you were really made of.
You have done the therapy, the courses, the retreats. You understand your patterns better than your therapist does. You are still not moving.
You wake up at 3am with the same thought you had six months ago.
You keep saying "when things settle down." Things never settle down.
You know you've been following rules that were never yours.
You can feel something epic in you pushing to come out, and you're done ignoring it.
You know you've been holding yourself back. Not life. Not circumstances. You.
You're running on too little fire and energy, and something has to change.
You're done with other people telling you what to do.
You have built a life that looks perfectly fine from the outside. And you are terrified that wanting more makes you look ungrateful. It doesn't.
You are ready to pour energy into yourself and own it.
You get goosebumps reading all of this.
You are done postponing your life.